People are in their best behavior in front of others. That is no Hidden secret about that. Whether it is Twitter or Facebook, everyone is trying to be something which they want to be or should be. But to tell you the truth, I am in love with the fact that everyone in some way or the other are full of fear. They are all afraid.Hiding behind their Masks. Hiding behind their secrets. Hiding behind their weakness and then revealing these to some. The dynamics of the few relationships are above my scope of understanding. How can people think that they can cure loneliness by surrounding themselves with people they can trust?! They want to feel secure and safe but in the end it will bring them more loneliness and frustration because at some point or the other they are going to be leave them or one is bound to face the challenges alone! Yes It does make it easier! No doubt about that!
My Atomic Life
I have a habbit of keeping people at a safe distance from knowing me no matter how close they are to me. Like the electrons of the atom, i keep them in different orbits. The closer, the nearer to the nucleus. As the persons from different orbits jump close to the nucleus a new aspect of the whole atom is created and as they move away from nucleus a new aspect is again created. Its impossible for the electrons to fall into the nucleus. Its devastating for the Atomic life. Moreover its impossible for the nucleus to survive alone. Different person know me differently. The reason is that i treat them differently. I have a habbit of pushing away anyone that tries to gain entry into the small box in my heart that i keep hidden in the core of my heart ! Its an Atomic life. Moreover i think that atomic life doesnt solely belongs to me. Everyone leads his/her life like this. There are few things that you hide from the rest of the world. You feel safe by keeping these secret. Once these secrets...
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