The Doctor with the White Steth

I tell everyone not to expect anything great from me. I don't want you to disappoint you when I won't be able to fulfill YOUR dreams and expectations. I am not made for that. There is something I need to confess. I expect something from all of you too. A simple love. Love me for who I am. Remember me in your prayers. Keep it simple.

X- Why did you fight with her stupid!? Y- I gave her a reason to hate me..and then decide who is best for her! X- But you told me that you loved her.. Y- I don't feel right about our relationship! I know she would never choose me. I am just a replacement for her. She wants to fill that void. She feels attracted to me because of that vacuum. X- ...... Is it because your ego cant accept that she loved someone else before she started liking you? Y-  Damn it! you are right! :-(

Its hard to study for USMLE. I lose my concentration after every 5 mins and my mind start thinking about crazy things. And then my appetite has increased.. I cant stop eating! You know its horrible. And then I sleep during the day and work at night. Guess what!! I have perfected the art of staring at the wall without thinking about anything.   Another perfection I acquired recently is the ability to waste time without feeling guilty about anything.   Deep down inside I know that Facebook is a big waste of time. Yet I can’t leave it. For a couple of days, I was really confused about my situation. But I realized that my behavior has deep roots in the anxiety I am having because of my USMLE exams and my personal life.   I see my tasks as insurmountable and I am not able to concentrate on the daily task of studying. I have already been a slow starter. I need that gentle push.   Something is off lately.      Human brain has a built in reward system. We