The Doctor with the White Steth

Why didn't she fight for us? Wasn't I a good friend to her? I did everything for her and supported her through out. I do not expect her to reciprocate these things but I expect her to be a good friend and end things well with me. She owes that much to me.... At least, that is what I thought. The flash backs that I have about us are enough to pull me into a spiral of constant negative self talk for at least a day. Every day without her was a challenge at the start but the healing process has probably started. However, there are some bad days like today when I am reminded that she exist. On days like today, I wish that she will reach out to me and make things right between us...However, It is not right that I am still expecting her to reach out to me to make things right between us. I know for a fact that no matter what she will say she can not fix anything. Then expecting anything from her is just idiotic.  Realizing that people especially good people in your life can l

One day when all of this is over, you will look back at this and see that you were lucky.. You need to be proud of yourself. You have been brave. You have been taking decisions and facing the consequences of your decisions...Welcome to adulthood! Obviously, you want that person to stay in your life in a different capacity. But you know that will never happen. The question remains whether you still want her in your life or you can move on without her... Move on to a different person who will reciprocate your feeling...Move on to something better for you...At this time, you do not know how this will play out...You asked her for time and space..and told her that you wished her all the happiness in the world.. She deserves nothing less than that..You pray for her that she will find her best friend and get married to him... So my emotional rant is almost over... Like Coldplay said once, " You love someone but it goes to waste"...  You love someone unconditionally which mean

The following are the two decisions I took this year: 1- I will be more decisive this year. I will not spend months to make decisions. 2- I will treat every day as If it is my last day on planet earth