Usmle Step1

I dont know what to write any more. Ok! Let me try something.

For the past 8-9 months, I have been working on my step 1. I never thought that it would suck away the life out of me! Well! I am fine with the fact that that I am working on something. I am struggling with this challenge. Its hard. It seems impossible. The bar has been set very high. Fears, Loss, Pain and Hatred is everything I feel right now! I almost experienced everything except love. This is a goal for which I have sacrificed a lot. I expect the worst and I am trying to prepare for it. Right now, I can only pray! That is all I can do. I cant study any more. I am tired and exhausted.

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