The Tree of Life

I feel like talking to you guys today. I think it has been a long time since I actually talked to you. My goals are changing and I have been thinking about life more seriously. My goals have the capacity to drive me mad. My goals have the capacity to destroy my personal life. At times, I doubt that my goals will not make me happy in the end. Money and Desire will not serve me well in the end. It will be a storm of agony and pain because the real world is a scary place. Today I saw a movie called Flipped. It is a movie about two teenagers. It just simply made me sad. Is my professional life making it harder for me to actually sacrifice a lot of my desires? Are my goals really worth losing my family and friends? At this point of my life, I am standing no where. I have the whole sea in front of me. I took up a path and a really difficult one. I am in the middle of no where now. I can not go back.. Every day I wake up in the morning and think about the future. Then I distract myself with distractions. Once, study was a major distraction. Now, I have more freedom. I use my laptop and surf the web. I watch movies. Once I used to open my books and after a minute or two I used to dream about things I will do when I will go old. I dreamed about becoming a superman. I dreamed about Cartoon characters, Ants and Laser Guns.Am I losing my imagination?
I want to find my tree, climb it and sit at the top of it. I want to carelessly enjoy the sunrise and sunset. I just wish to find the moment when I will say. " This is IT!"

Comments

Anonymous said…
We should never loose our crazy imagination no matter how old we get because this is what keeps us going.Keep writing
November 15, 2012 at 7:28 AM
Nouman said…
I haven't lost imagination but I am in the process of losing it. Probably, I am growing old. I have always fought the world with my imagination. Imagination is not reality. We , oftenly, dream about things we can't have. Instead of escaping to an unrealistic paradise, Isn't it better to live in the big old crazy world and deal with it!?
September 29, 2013 at 11:23 PM
Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

...moving on!

With a simple smile, one can create hopes and dreams. I smiled at a total stranger and she smiled back. I thought that perhaps smile is all one needs to begin new hopes and dreams. May be that is the secret ingredient to happiness and love. May be I would  never be able to talk to her. But It did give me the inspiration to write on this blog. An inspiration which is very hard to find these days. Its my nature that I cant stay away from hope.A song or a smile, Hope is all I need right now. But I am not sure how long I will be able to survive like this. But unless, I see some real results I can only rely on hope and prayers.
Read more
X- if somebody would ask me what i want the most in my Life, i would say to him that All i want is the love of that special person and keep breathing !
Read more

Fear Or Flexibility ?

Fear for a thing generates Hatred for that thing. And majority of the Pakistani's are afraid of Taliban and their Extremist Verson of Islam. May God give Taliban some sense to Preach a Less extreme version of Islam without violence. That is the only way they can achieve some success. The way they are now moving will create fear and hatred. Their way will create their control for only a short period of time and then the control will self-destruct. With Guns, they can control anybody physically but not Mentally. When the Sufi's first came to the sub-continent, they learnt the Culture of the Sub-continent. They just studied the fine details of the different traditions of the Sub-continent. They found out that Music was a good way to connect with the people. They used their common sense and utilized the Weapon of Melody and Installed the Basic Fundamentals of Islam in the Hearts and Minds of the People althought Music is considered to be HARAM by many Islam Scholars. They preached
Read more